Why's so hard to make decisions? I mean, if you think about it, it's not SUCH a big deal. You have to choose between two things. And if you screw up...Well, bad luck it is, but surely there will be a way to fix it. Yep... That's a very objective way to see it. I think that making decisions is like a pain in the ass. Not easy at all.
I think the most scaring thing is that you never know what will happen AFTER choosing and what will you loose if you choose badly, you never know what's on the other side. There's the title of this text: What if? What if you had chosen another thing? Did I make the right choise? Things would be better or worse? I would be happier or sadder? It might be an ass pain, but those questions that you'll never be able to answer make you stronger.
Althoght, even when you don't want to choose, you have to.